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hello all! and welcome to the afterglow of the second to last episode of DHW! (el desperado esposa de la casa) and what an episode it was! i cant wait for next week because desperate housewives is my life! i live for them and really, i want that pharmacist! ha my dog came today shes so cute rylie is her name. i love her more than the pharmacist! well that is it for today i shall update with more at a later time.
FARWELL
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[14 May 2005|02:09pm] |
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so this weekend has been long awaited. i fucked so many things up this week its unbeleiveable and im just barely getting by. but next week ill get it all together i think. so yes work softball and school has taken control of my life. i really have no life. last night was the first time ive hung out with my friends in about two weeks and i definately fell asleep in the car--twice. so I don't even know where I am right now. i just need to get it together. I can't even stay up late enough to do everything that i need to do. I need that time, and i don't even get that anymore wich makes me feel like a bad person and friend, because it affects me to, and i feel like its my fault. it means a lot to me. i just need to get it together. but besides that everything is okay. i just can't wait for summer. zatarians. im so excited. wowwowwow! I want to drive and listen to music and just have fun. its been a while. Ive learned so much this year. i don't know why im getting into this haha but i just can't wait.blub
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[01 May 2005|07:07pm] |
get your booty on teh ass floor
im at chelseys house and we are watching the telivision
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[26 Apr 2005|10:35pm] |
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wow things have been so busy lately. i don't really know what to do. sometimes i feel like i loose touch with everything. Its funny how its teh things you least expect that end up happening. softball has been crazy. im so glad that the games were cancelled today. I mean sometimes i stand there in the field and feel like i am just going to fall over. ha. its kind of pathetic but what are you gonna do. so school. yeah school could be better i have no time. and all these thigns to do. ha. wow. alright im out.
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| nlub :) |
[23 Apr 2005|09:59pm] |
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im going to start updating this more often i know everyone is pretty estatic about this. try to contain yourself folks ha.today was my second day at work. a and w ya'll! lol come visit me its slow lately. well im at chelseys house we are listning to the disney soundtrack and eating cereal.
well...ha i know this has been thrilling but ill update toamrw haha
<3 ya'll -rach-
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[07 Apr 2005|07:56pm] |
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best friends means I pulled the trigger.
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[03 Apr 2005|01:09am] |
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straight up what did you plan to learn about this?
about someone else,
when it all falls apart,
strange where were you when we started this thing,
I wish the real world would just stop hasselin me.
please don't change please don't change your the only thing that seems to work itself out...
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| Was his demise so carefully constructed? |
[01 Apr 2005|01:02am] |
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today was....hell at first. I got 4 hours of sleep then babysat for like 10 hours. it was hell. but i made it out alive. came home. slept for about...two hours then went over to annas. it was pretty fun. I don't know i just don't feel like me lately. then again.....what am i ever. im just really confused about stuff right now.
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same
and at this point. i don't even want to go to sleep for fear of waking up feeling the same way. wich scares me. a lot.
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[31 Mar 2005|12:49am] |
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oh no, I see
a spiderweb is tangled up with me
and I lost my head
and thought of all the stupid things I'd said
oh no, what's this?
a spiderweb and I'm caught in the middle
so I turned to run
and thought of all the stupid things I'd done
and I never meant to cause you trouble
and I never never meant to do your wrong
ah, well if I ever caused you trouble
oh no I never meant to do you harm
oh no, I see
a spiderweb and it's me in the middle
so I twist and turn
but here am I in my little bubble
they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me
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| i really just don't get what i did wrong, |
[27 Mar 2005|12:35am] |
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I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
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[21 Mar 2005|11:16pm] |
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its really okay because i still know deep down. I did this for you. wich is the only thing thats really getting me through.
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[20 Mar 2005|03:33pm] |
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I feel so stupid.
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[10 Mar 2005|10:30pm] |
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well it was a half day. and thats pretty much all i have to say.
...my rhyming skills amaze me.
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[05 Mar 2005|12:37pm] |
yesturday, I was In chelsea michigan...enough said haha.
It was fun...different...but fun haha It felt like we were in another state becuase it was just so far out from like....civilization.
there will be pictures later.
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[01 Mar 2005|08:06pm] |
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yeah. im sorry.
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| freeking fun break. damn |
[22 Feb 2005|04:17pm] |
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so yeah break was good now its back to reality though.
In our short film a love disgrace
Dream a scene to brighten face
In our short years
We come a long way
To treat it bad just to throw it away
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
You won't cry I won't scream
but yeah anyways. fun break.
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[13 Feb 2005|05:41pm] |
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So you lost your trust,
And you never should have, you never should have,
But don't break your back,
If you ever see this,
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
I'll see you soon,
In a telescope lens,
And when all you want is friends,
I'll see you soon.
So they came for you,
They came snapping at your heels,
They come snapping at you heels,
But don't break your back,
If you ever see this,
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
I'll see you soon,
In a telescope lens,
And when all you want is friends,
I'll see you soon,
I'll see you soon.
I know you lost your trust,
I know you lost your trust,
Don't lose your trust,
I know you lost your trust.
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[13 Feb 2005|12:23am] |
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tonight was fun.
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| its THURSDAY sluts |
[10 Feb 2005|08:32pm] |
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so today wasn't teh BEST day ever but ya know what. to hell with today because today is effing thursday okay. holler.
thursday rules/ i can't wait for friday and sat and sunday and monday and tuesday and thursday and friday and saturday BUT i can DEFINATELY wait untill sunday. and monday. because sunday sucks beause then you have to go to school on monday and then the rewst of that week will suck too...until spring break so yeah im cool im cool im down. alright.
alright well im going to sotp this now.
Its not like I think about this constantly...
so maybe I do.....
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